Mood:  hug me

I decided to make one more blog today and its about a girl. i would like for her to go out with me but she has to understand that I want to love her more than is obvious. I want to hold her and kiss her and show her my emotion. But it seems like a joke when all we can do is hug and peck. I feel like a youngen trying to follow her around and be with her. All i want to do is sit or lie down and hold her in my arms till i must go. My problem is not just that but i am not wealthy person either. I live in an old house that Iam currently fixing up to be suitable to take this girl to.So that I may introduce her to my family, maybe, and my puppy too! i have a feeling this is not enough. But I am trying to make it better mostly because it is not my fault but when I move into the world after school is over i can make a success of myself.

Mood:  down

I am so bored sitting at school, taking notes and being a good little student. Don't you agree?I hate spending seven hours at school and having to take tests and quizzes and all kinds of other boring and tedious tasks. Maybe I can look forward to graduation.Then i can finally move away from the places that I live in such confusion and turmoil. It's almost depressing how much I have to deal with the bullshit that my family throws at me.I feel as if I am in the middle of everyones guilt trips and inconvienances so that i have to be the one to tell everyone that their being rediculous. Not to mention the melodrama associated with highschool.

I don,t know who's reading this so Im not going to put anything much more personal but I will say I don't need your pitty. Hopefully I can survive long enough to move on and enjoy my life.